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Everything will find its place

It's Christmas Day, 2025,  and I know I haven't posted here in a while. 

I was in my own figuring life era, once again. 

Sometimes you gotta take time to just pause and sit with what comes to the surface. 

And I did. I needed it. 

In such times clarity isn't there. But I'm back. This time I want to do it differently here. I want to invite you into my space, no preaching, just raw expereinces and my thoughts on things. Nothing polished. Just sharing what life throws at me so I can tell a story. My whole life seems to be one big set of stories, that only make sense after a while. 

Being a life path 3, I get to live many lifetimes in one. 

This year wasn't any different. 

I thought since it's December, it is a good opportunity for a recap.

2025 was a really rich in experiences year. 

Lets start with January, I ended a connection with someone I was seeing for a bit, it was a good man but not my man. I then went to Florida and I had the most amazing 10 days in the winter sun, Florida is my happy place, I would really love to have a home there some day. 


In March I went to Singapore to see my daughter, it was lovely to be in the sun once again. Went to Bali also. 

April and May went quick, I went to Paris with Tanya my friend, my ex fiance texted me and we talked clearing out connection, I went to a church and lit up candles praying for clarity re my life partner.

June, I was in Florida once again, this time I was tidying up my past, I asked G to see me for the last time, so we could end our connection, but he couldn't as his girlfriend didn't like the idea.

July he called me and said they broke up, wanted to come back... but I felt empty. 

Summer time, August, felt pretty shitty... and met J for a walk and we spend time talking, it felt like the end too. 

October, I went to Poland and with my 3 sisters we flew to Italy, was a lovely time, altho lots of healing too. 

I also had a dream, a man showed up in my dream, he smiled at me and i asked him "Is that you?", I knew it is my person, and that he is coming soon. 

When I was back from Italy I felt an urge to go on a dating app and set up two apps but only ended up being on one, and there was him. I liked his eyes, we connected. 

And this connection is here, we are exploring it. That's what I'm gonna say for now. 

December, Christmas time, end of the year... weird time actually, I feel like clearing things energetically, I reconnected with some old friends I wasn't in touch with and I'm glad to see they are doing well, progressing with life, as they should. G messaged me that he's moved away and met a lady he's getting married to next year, I am so happy for him. We all deserve to find our hapiness in life. And everyone and everything always falls right where it belongs. Nothing is a mistake in life, not even the bad things that happened, everything is for a reason, everything makes sense... :) 

So, if you are still here, reading my post, thank you for being with me on this journey called life. I hope you have a magical new year, 2026, may all your dreams come true, you deserve it. I will speak to you all soon. Thanks for being in my space my dear readers, sending you lots of love. 

Remember, everything is going to fall into place, no matter what is happening right now in your life, it will only get better. It's a promise. 

love, A. x


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  1. AnonymousDecember 25, 2025 at 11:23 AM

    May your dreams come true in 2026. Life is full of experiences, bad or good, but the best is yet to come ❤️

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